Bottled Up

It ain’t fading Man I got to let it out Am I quitting? Screaming nothing ever come out I keep feeling lost I’ll never find my way out I’m not thanking them Unless the truth can pour out Give me some courage Beating me down the (?) sometime Are you laughing at my body? I […]

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Here To Stay

This time taking it away I’ve got a problem With me getting in the way My final sign So I take my face and bash it into a mirrorI won’t have to see the pain bleed bleed This state is elevating As the hurt turns into hatingAnticipating all the fucked up feelings again The hurt […]

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Blind

Are you ready?!There’s a place inside my mind, a place I like to hideYou don’t know the chanses. Wat if I should die?!A place inside my brain, another kind of painYou don’t know the chances. I’m so blind!Another place I find to escape the pain insideYou don’t know the chances. What if I should die?!A […]

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Seed

Every day it gets a little harder, can’t seem to get away. I remember there’s a certain place, a place I wish I’d stay. I feel so lost within – pressured, I’m headed for that day. Just one thought in my head, really. Do I need this fame?Every time, god damn, I look at my […]

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Blame

So I think you are a fool Hanging on my every word It’s getting ugly So I’m ugly Tear me from your heart Tearing me apart So I thought you disappeared Being alone is what you fear Are you lonely? Yes lonely Tear me from your heart Tearing me apart Rolling, and throwing, consoling Everything […]

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My Gift To You

Laying by my precious Not long ago Hiding behind the shadows Of your broken soul Why is it always you want something you can never have? Why did you you try to tell me? How could you be this wayYour throat, I take grasp Can you feel the pain? Then your eyes roll back Can […]

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Pretty

So… so love. Wait, but I don’t realize. Somehow, why lay? Broke, the pain between her thighsI see your pretty face, Smashed against the bathroom floor! What a disgrace! Who do I feel sorry for?Skin… so cold. Could, could someone steal a life? Save… the blame. Wait, I got some shit to say.I see your […]

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Hating

Life is boring Sleep is boring Don’t stop running I’m here counting The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate Really can’t fuck with me There’s no where else to go So I walk but seem to crawl For […]

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Faget

Here I am different in this normal worldWhy did you tease me? Made me feel upsetFucking stereotypes feeding their headsI am ugly. Please just go away I can see inside you fineThis blessing in disguiseHimWhy do you treat me this way?Made the hurt stay I sound like I can never seem to escapeAll the laughing, […]

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Beat It Upright

Are you ready for a good pounding baby? (get down) Are you ready to get it on? (get down, get down) Don’t pretend you’re not fucking freaky baby (get down) I will spank that ass just for fun (get down on the ground) Ass up high Make a motherfucker cry It’s so good that I […]

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