Saints And Sailors

This is where I say I’ve had enough and no one should ever feel the way that I feel now. A walking open wound, a trophy display of bruises and I don’t believe that I’m getting any better. Waiting here with hopes the phone will ring and I’m thinking awful things and I’m pretty sure […]

Living In Your Letters

I’m always assuming the worst,but you’re going on none the less& there’s nothing to cusion your heart led fall.Letters from further awaykeep pulling me close to home.And there’s something to cushion my callous sighs.And I know that you hope for longer good-byesembracing for foreverand falling in your eyes. Pouring over photographs.I’m living in your letters.Breathe […]

Ender Will Save Us All

It’s just like you to contestyou wear it like a label on your breastdon’t you see what this takes of me?A certain callousness complieswith your charm & in your pridea hopeful look draped in despise. I want to give youwhatever you need.What is it you need?Is it what I need?I want to give youwhatever you […]

For Justin

It’s been a year now, since you were here nowAnd I’ve been trying to heal insideDedications have all been placedAnd I see your resemblance in my faceAnd on our birthday I said an extra wish for you, for you And I have learned so much since you’ve been goneAnd I have done so little for […]

Screaming Infidelities

I’m missing your bed I never sleep Avoiding the spots where we’d have to speak, And this bottle of beast Is taking me home I’m cuddling close To blankets and sheets But you’re not alone, and you’re not discreet Make sure I know who’s taking you home. I’m reading your note over again There’s not […]